hello! it's been a while since I wrote here. it's uni to be blame. 1st semester at university.. not as easy as I thought. plenty of reasons I can't tell it here (well, who cares tho). But I'm just so sure that I miss my high school so much. friends, teachers, and even (can't believe I'm saying this).. maths! yep I miss the shit of high school's maths. well, think I've said it for a million times that I really wanna study in the UK (thru scholarship ofcourse cos I kno it'll cost much. don't compare with in Indonesia!) wish I can make it. still grateful tho I'm accepted in the best university in Indonesia, thank God. ok that's it about my debut as a uni student! hope everything goes fine.
now move on to family life.. I bet everyone in this world ever wished to turn back time. that's what I want the most right now. people has changed. and so has life. I really miss the moment when I was a little girl.. when me & my dad were so close each other and when my brother was a cute little boy who always made his sister laugh.. And I believe it's not only me in this house who wants to go back to the past. few days ago my mum suddenly put the family albums out of the drawer. she gave it to me and we stared at them with smile.. Gosh how beautiful my life back then. I tried not to cry while looking at the pics cos I know it cud've been an #awkwardmoment with mum haha. lovely photos of my fam :) *big hug*
Since it's ablsolute impossible to get back to beautiful past life.. I only wish the best for this family. I love my family so much may God bless us :)
there's this song which makes me cry everytime I listen to it. old song. called 'Andai Aku Besar Nanti (When I Grow Up) by Sherina. it's for you dearest mum & dad :)
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